At this moment I am …
drinking water with Thieves essential oil because I’m determined to be and stay well.
appreciating both boys simultaneously in school for six hours a week. But also treasuring my “just Jake” time.
watching the clock tick – these precious moments I have the house and my thoughts all to myself pass quickly.
laughing at the memory of Jake making me this sweet necklace in Sunday school and then asking me:
“Mama, can I have that heart crown back? I need nunchucks.”
Then, later: “Here, you can have the nunchuck necklace back.”
eating too much salami
willing time to stand still so I can savor it more.
watching my children grow too fast.
prepping for Sam’s golden birthday as he turns seven on the seventh! (SEVEN!?)
opening (sleeping) giant cans of worms.
sleeping intermittently, hoping that gets better soon.
remembering some sweet memories and some I prefer to keep buried were it not for the fact that festering feelings cause a little bit of trouble left unattended.
brainstorming ideas for a Skylander style birthday party, thank you Pinterest.
wearing my favorite shirt that hasn’t fit in for. ever. (Feeling smug for keeping it now. Still not ready to throw away my collection of other sizes … just in case this is just another stop of the yo-yo that is my battle with bulimia brain.)
considering how much I have to be thankful for anyway.
making lists, and lists of lists because I’m nerdy like that.
feeling like things are going to be okay.
thankful for all of it.
Nathalie’s Notes from July, 2014: I’m surprised I’ve only done this type of post twice because I like reading them on other blogs so much. Reading the two I did I’m glad for just that much because of the simple snap shot it offers.
Which is always the way with personal writing. People think more is better, mandatory even. But please believe me when I say some is better than none. One diary entry a week, or even a year still leaves a record of what mattered, especially if you let yourself believe today’s minutia makes for tomorrow’s marvels.
If you want to try it yourself, you and don’t have a blog or journal (I’d love to help you reconsider that!) post your answers in the comments or email me. It’s fun! These two links have a few different prompts than I used today. I wanted to make the answers quick and move to the next, which I encourage you to do as well. This isn’t homework, there are no wrong answers. It’s not all of the things you are doing currently, just whatever pops into your mind.
October 2012 and March 2013. And, now July 2014. (Note to self: I totally messed this up and saved over one of my old "currently" entries. Wish I'd actually backed these posts up another way because it is lost and there were a couple little written polariods I wish I could remember!)
So, also – I hate to be super self-promotey but that’s kind of a thing for people who are trying to carve out some income doing their own thing – I need you guys is what I’m saying.
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